3 May 2022

FELIX: I’d be interested to hear from either of you guys, Geoffrey, Srinath, as to whether you ever got your baseline up that high (as to be in a constant EE)? 

GEOFFREY: Felix, EEs were quite the frequent occurrence in the last months of ‘me’.

But only ‘my’ last week could be said to have been one of constant EE.

I don’t think such constancy was the result of an ‘upping’ of my baseline per se, but of a decision to allow pure intent to be operative that happened in the beginning of that last week (while coming out of my last PCE). I think that this decision and the subsequent state is what made it so that this "revert to neutral" mechanism did not take place any more. In other words, there wasn’t anyone to assert control and have the EE end.

Of course, getting ‘myself’ to the point where such a decision could be made… might not have been, in my case, unrelated to some previous significant upping of my baseline.

30 May 2025

CLAUDIU: Basically the way he put it is, what will happen in the universe if I physically die? Essentially nothing except this body is dead (most of it will continue as-is). And the point is that the only difference with self-immolating rather than dying, is that there is a body that will continue being conscious (and not fall into a coma or whatever). But for me it will be exactly the same as if the body physically died, no difference whatsoever for me – total extinction. That put the notion to rest that I would continue in any way after self-immolating.

And that decision to jump, self-immolation doesn’t happen right then – it takes a little longer, which is the final, constantly-accelerating, out-from-control process which Geoffrey experienced for about a week. But he said the experience after jumping is one of constantly accelerating, and also no dread afterwards, the dread part ("wall of fear") only happens before.