Please note that Peter’s correspondence below was written by the feeling-being ‘Peter’ while ‘he’ lived in a pragmatic (methodological), still-in-control/same-way-of-being Virtual Freedom before becoming actually free.

Peter’s Correspondence on the Actual Freedom List

Correspondent No 53

Topics covered

Why I haven’t responded to No 59’s arguments and your questions * I discovered that there is no such thing as ‘the’ truth and is nought but one’s own impassioned imagination * no reference to the statement you have attributed to me * the term ‘emotional intelligence’ is an oxymoron – emotion always impedes intelligence, by far the majority of academic intellectualism involves regurgitation

4.2.2004

PETER: Hi,

RESPONDENT: Peter, why haven’t you responded to No 59’s justifiable arguments from brouhaha indeed No 59 30 DEC 03 and Boy’s Own ‘How to Do Theoretical Physics’ No 59 01.18.04 yet?

PETER: The first time I wrote to No 59, this was his response –

[Respondent No 59]: Well, Mr Peter-come-lately, since you’re late to the thread, I’ll explain something to you – I’ve already had my sincere discussion with Richard. He has unfolded his position and I find it totally unconvincing. I posted the ‘Living Zen’ quotes, not to engage in further discussion with Richard (pointless for both of us) but to inspire healthy doubt about Richards self proclaimed, historically unique claim to being the first human to ever achieve an actual freedom from the human condition. Mission accomplished. Adios! I’ve replied briefly to a few of your points but I’m not interesting in continuing further. No 59 to Peter 5.11.2003

He did, however, continue and this was where the discussion was left as he didn’t respond further –

[Respondent No 59]: In a previous point I said that Bohm would regard instinctual passions to be a part of the whole system of thought, so if Bohm sheets home the blame to thought you can be sure he includes a very wide section of experience including instinctual passions.

[Peter]: Why should I assume that he said he said something when he didn’t say it? Or more to the point, why do you assume that he said something when he didn’t say it?

[Respondent No 59]: That’s not something I ‘disclaim away’ from. My disclaimer was in defence of your previous propensity to attribute my complete agreement with my quotes and misunderstanding the purpose of my quotations. I am demonstrating that other people are thinking in the same direction as actualists. You are trying to suggest that unless people use the same terminology as expressed in actualist clichés then they can’t even be remotely thinking along actualist lines. It seems that you actualists hate being anything but totally unique and you’re prepared to argue at great length to be so. Why is that so?

[Peter]: If I may point out, you are the one who has subscribed to this mailing list and you are the one who says that being free of the human condition is not unique and that actualism is nothing but re-branded spiritualism. All I have done is respond to your objections and take a clear look at the evidence you have provided in support of your claims.

Why did I respond to your post at some length? Because I was once in your position and Richard took the time and made the effort to explain to me the difference between an actual freedom from the human condition and the altered states of consciousness that are revered in the spiritual world as well as sharing his expertise as to how he became free of the human condition. And it wasn’t a quick thing to do. It took a lot of time and effort on my part to get the gist of what he was saying – that an actual freedom from the human condition is unique – and the only way I could understand that it was unique was to throw out my spiritual beliefs, exactly as I had to throw out my drawing board before I could really get to grips with using a computer to draw, instead of a pen with ink in it.

And whilst you have indicated in this post as well as in a post you sent one minute after this post that you are ‘done on this list’ I have nevertheless replied because what I write may also be of use to others on the list as well as to you. Peter to No 59, 25.11.2003

As you can see No 59 was not interested in having an ongoing discussion with me about some of the claims he made because he has his own mission on this list. Despite his ‘mission accomplished’ claim he has now refocused his mission and has continued on in the same manner – avoiding discussions about the claims he makes against actualism whilst ever moving on to make new claims. As you can see in the post to me he even wondered why I bothered to ‘argue at great length’ that actualism is brand new to history – to do so is apparently to ‘be defensive’, the opposite being that if I don’t respond ‘I am avoiding. Apparently the only response that would be satisfactory is if I roll over and say a quick ‘Yes, you’re right No 59’ … and unless I do so I am ‘being arrogant’. Dammed if I do and dammed if I don’t.

I decided that if that is his game on this list he can play it on someone else as I have far better things to do with my time.

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PETER: As to why I haven’t responded to your question, you have made your intent on this list quite clear –

[Respondent to No 58]: ‘I am trying to discover whether an actualist can make a logical argument about their experiences for why a universe should be infinite in a PCE, and, most importantly, why a supreme intelligence should not exist or be apart of reality. As for my entertainment from this, I would find it in Richard’s or any other actualist’s attempt to argue something against it.’ Respondent to No 58 3.2.2004

Again I have far better things to do with my time than providing ‘entertainment’ for someone with a fixed mindset. The issue on this mailing list is whether or not some human beings are intelligent enough and willing enough to stop being malicious and sorrowful – not whether or not ‘a supreme intelligence’ is playing some sort of perverse game with we humans by having us fight, feud, and suffer in our ‘earthly life’.

17.7.2004

RESPONDENT No 23: Dimlogicism

Nah, you’re not gonna find that word in the dictionary.

In fact it is a variation on dimwitticism (coined by Peter if I recall that word correctly) so... what is the art of dimlogicism, basically an exercise in linguistic mathematical naivety and/or naive linguistic mathematics or/and mathematical naive linguistics.

PETER to No 23: I think you will find that there is already an appropriate word that applies to the subject matter you were addressing – mentalism.

Mentalism is a particularly chronic form of self-indulgence and one that mostly afflicts the males of the species. I have an actualist friend who finds a good deal of the conversation on this mailing list to be bewildering and lacking in common sense.  I point out to her that this is how men think, by and large, and have done for thousands of years – they persist in trying to make a philosophy out of the utterly simple and entirely down-to-earth business of being alive. Peter, The Actual Freedom Trust Mailing List, No 23, 13.7.2004

RESPONDENT: Peter, but truth simply sits there, it doesn’t undress itself as hastily for us as your mother or Vineeto might.

PETER: I am well acquainted with the nature of truth (aka Truth) as I walked that path for some 17 years. This is what I had to say about ‘the truth’ in my Journal –

[Peter]: ‘In my life I have always enjoyed getting to the bottom of things, making sense out of things… At this time the question that haunted me for a while was ‘what was Truth?’, a term that I was increasingly hearing in the spiritual world. If there is one Truth, how come each of the Masters seemed to have their own personal version of it, yet none of them can describe what ‘It’ is exactly? Is it that they are really talking about a feeling, not a fact? If they were all talking about the same Truth why couldn’t they just all get together and stop fighting each other? It made the Truth seem more than a bit suspicious. Mysterious – yes; sensible – no! It became obvious they were all just talking about God, and to call it ‘the Truth’ was just a disguise.’ Peter’s Journal, God

In short, I discovered that there is no such thing as ‘the’ truth – it is always only someone’s personal albeit socially-imbibed view of what they perceive or feel to be the truth, i.e. there really is only ‘my’ truth, ‘your’ truth, ‘his’ truth, ‘her’ truth and so on. As a rule of thumb, the Truth generally reveals itself in a heartfelt flash and once one is hooked it takes a good deal of sincerity to not be suckered into abandoning one’s common sense entirely and become totally besotted by what is, after all, nought but one’s own impassioned imagination.

RESPONDENT: Don’t you think that someone has to care about that which is beyond us?

PETER: Nowadays I am only too happy to leave that to others. Humanity is consumed with considerations as to ‘what is beyond us’ to the extent that they have always ignored that which is right here under their noses as it where.

RESPONDENT: If you do not have the intelligence to comprehend that which is beyond you, whereas I do, can you then say that you can offer any of us anything of value?

PETER: Yes. What I offer is my report that the actualism method – the method Richard used to become free of the human condition in toto – does in fact work in practice in that if one applies it with the intent to become happy and harmless then one can indeed become free of one’s feelings of malice and sorrow such that one can become virtually happy and harmless. That others choose to either ignore or disparage my reports is their business entirely.

RESPONDENT: Did you forget that there’s a reason you don’t post on this list much?

PETER: Leaving aside the fact that I have written over 500 posts to this list and the reason that I have not written more is that I rate quality over quantity for the moment – perhaps you could enlighten me as to what the reason is you imagine I have forgotten that ‘I don’t post on this list much’?

17.7.2004

RESPONDENT to No 66: Uh... I think I know what I’m speaking about when I say that based on observations of myself, and observations of you, this study may have perhaps been some kind of joke? Of course, I could be wrong, since, I am basing it on a study of the stastical data of this list. Even Peter himself expressed (and quite rightly I might add) that ‘[Respondent] must be the one with the highest IQ on this list ... unfortunately I cannot say the same about his EQ.’ Of course, don’t take my word for it, ask him yourself. As for you, I wouldn’t talk as you are merely my source of daily intellectual pride and therefore, are completely innocent for you know not of what you speak. Eternity 14.7.2004

PETER: I have searched through my posts and can find no reference to the statement you have attributed to me, nor anything that remotely resembles it – for example, I have no idea what EQ refers to.

Given that your use of quotation marks indicates a verbatim quote, could you point me to the source in order that I can confirm that I did indeed say what you are saying I said.

31.7.2004

RESPONDENT to No 66: Uh... I think I know what I’m speaking about when I say that based on observations of myself, and observations of you, this study may have perhaps been some kind of joke? Of course, I could be wrong, since, I am basing it on a study of the stastical data of this list. Even Peter himself expressed (and quite rightly I might add) that ‘No 49 must be the one with the highest IQ on this list ... unfortunately I cannot say the same about his EQ.’ Of course, don’t take my word for it, ask him yourself. As for you, I wouldn’t talk as you are merely my source of daily intellectual pride and therefore, are completely innocent for you know not of what you speak. Eternity 14.7.2004

PETER: I have searched through my posts and can find no reference to the statement you have attributed to me, nor anything that remotely resembles it – for example, I have no idea what EQ refers to. Given that your use of quotation marks indicates a verbatim quote, could you point me to the source in order that I can confirm that I did indeed say what you are saying I said.

RESPONDENT: Basically, IQ is the idea that gave birth to the equally as popular term, EQ. It came about years ago as a methodology for the purpose of assessing a secondary aspect of oneself – emotional intelligence, which, refers to how one is able to use understand people and themselves from an emotional vantage. For example, when I used to make friendly banter about your mother or Vineeto getting naked for everyone I did not actually mean it, it was just for entertaining No 59 and the ‘comedians’ of the list like No 66 too. But when you took it as a personal attack your reaction was indicative of someone with a low EQ.

PETER: And yet you didn’t make friendly banter about my mother or Vineeto ‘getting naked for everyone’. This is what you said –

[Respondent]: ‘Peter, but truth simply sits there, it doesn’t undress itself as hastily for us as your mother or Vineeto might.’ Re: Dimlogicism, 13.7.2004

Given that my response had everything to do with the subject matter – ‘the truth’ – and had nothing to do with my mother or Vineeto, your presumption that I ‘took it as a personal attack’ is far fetched to say the least.

As for the term ‘emotional intelligence’ being a popular term, maybe the fact that the term ‘emotional intelligence’ is an oxymoron – emotion always impedes intelligence – accounts for its lack of popularity in my neck of the woods.

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PETER: Given that your use of quotation marks indicates a verbatim quote, could you point me to the source in order that I can confirm that I did indeed say what you are saying I said?

RESPONDENT: First of all, do you believe that it was something you could have possibly said and have forgotten?

PETER: Not at all, which is why I included the reference to being ignorant of the term EQ. I could have hardly made reference to something I did not know of in a comment I am told I made, especially since I can find no reference to anything remotely resembling the rest of what you say I have said.

RESPONDENT: Is this the most a priori judgement you have made about why you could not find the quote?

PETER: And yet I did not make an ‘a priori judgement’ at all – I looked through all of my previous posts to you and could find no instance of my having said what I said you said. There is nothing presumptive or philosophical involved in clicking a mouse and reading printed words on a CRT screen.

RESPONDENT: If not, then what would be the next most reasonable thing to believe about what I said?

PETER: And yet I have already done ‘the next most reasonable thing to do’ given the circumstances. I asked you –

[Peter]: Given that your use of quotation marks indicates a verbatim quote, could you point me to the source in order that I can confirm that I did indeed say what you are saying I said? [endquote].

– to which you have yet to respond.

RESPONDENT: This is a test to see if actual freedom has not impaired your understanding of the world ... go!

PETER: One of the things I did very early on as an actualist was to abandon the habitual reaction of trying to make a philosophy out of the utterly simple and entirely down-to-earth business of being alive. Rather than continue to sit on my backside, endlessly thinking about life and remaining a spectator, I set about gaining a pragmatic and hands-on understanding of the human condition in action – an essential prerequisite if one aspires to become free of its invidious grip.

This could well be an appropriate moment to pass on my experience of the failings of trying to understand the world via a purely intellectual and philosophical understanding – an understanding that is invariably based upon the accumulated ‘wisdom’ of others and usually manifest as the latest fashionable reinterpretation of that wisdom. My first insight into this world came during my university years when I was taught to have a by-and large intellectual approach to the practical business of designing and building buildings. It took me many years of practical hands-on experience to discover that much of what I was taught as being truths were little other than the foibles, whims, prejudices and predilections of academics who were passing on their own interpretations of what they in turn had been taught to be truths from their peers and from their gurus.

I particularly remember having to do an assignment that involved nothing else but reading what others had written about the particular subject and writing up a summary of it in a way that gave the impression that I had some direct knowledge and intimate understanding about what I was saying. This gave me an insight into the fact that by far the majority of academic intellectualism involves little more than the regurgitation, reinterpretation and repackaging of past regurgitations, reinterpretations and repackagings of concepts and theories that is very often rooted in ancient ignorance of the origins of animate life, the physiology of the human psyche and a lack of knowledge of even the most basic functioning of the physical world.

Upon reflection it was these insights combined with the lived experience of the inherent failings of trying to understand the world via a purely intellectual understanding which allowed me to listen to what Richard had to say about the human condition and about how to become free of it without feeling personally attacked or without feeling the instinctive need to defend the status quo.

Discarding the myths, legends and fairy tales that give credence to spiritual beliefs and religious dogma is an essential first step in becoming free of the human condition … but daring to question the real-world wisdoms and universally-accepted truths of Humanity and taking the time and making the effort to find out for oneself the facts of the matter is the nitty-gritty business of actualism.

 


 

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