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Vineeto’s Correspondence Correspondent No 7
VINEETO:Hi G, RESPONDENT: I found these words:
I had to take out the garbage tonight. Life is like that, you have to take out the garbage every day. The garbage is your job. Or if you are lucky enough to like it, and you are lucky enough to not have stress (and if you have experience or currently experience it on a daily basis then you know what I mean) then you are very lucky. My dad has his own photography business but most of the year doesn’t really have any business. He spends most of his time on the couch. But he’s lucky that way. He and his wife can squeak by, fortunately because of gov’t welfare program. If you get out there, study really good, get the right major, like business or accounting, then you can get a real job. Being real is doing things that are real, that fit in. Fit in to the existing system, the existing order of things. So you need skills, you need employability. Everything else is all extra stuff. You can’t play the game if your not watching the field. Be here. Focus on the field. Focus on the game. You have to focus and you have to be exact. You have to know what’s going on, you have to focus on the moment. The world is changing every minute. I am a programmer and I have to constantly learn to stay up with my field. I don’t like it and I yearn for a much simple life, but I have to make hay. I have to make hay until I find another field/get experience (volunteer experience?) and then can move into another job. It’s sad and its boring, but its life. Until you move on to the other side, you have to be happy with life and forget about other things, about heaven, about hell, about glory on the other side. You just have to be here. That’s where true heaven is. I know I might sound like a hypocrite, and you all might hate me (religionists and new agers and actualists) but I just have to do it. I just have to focus on this life. Because I’m kind of sad. I’m kind of lonely. God has deserted me, left me down here, or kind of let it feel like I’m deserted. So we all feel deserted in a way. It’s sad, its tragic but its life. Accept it, live it, and your good to go. You kind of say, ok, how much is this pair of shoes? How much is this? And check it out, this is how you make this. Or do that. And this is how you make money. Make it and do your best to survive, and live another day. It doesn’t matter if it sucks or not, its just life. Try to make it better, just deal. Just the words of a survivor, a warrior. Fighting to survive. To live with what I know. And to deal. To deal with another day. I will meet with my friend tomorrow. We will drive to me and me wife’s new home. We just signed the mortgage. Its beautiful, on 0.3 acres, a colonial style 2 story home. I made it past 26 years (I’m 29). Now I (we) own a home. It’s just another part of life, but something I (we) have to do. You have to be an adult in life, and it took me 29 years of life to discern this. You have to live in an adult world. I used to read all the spiritual, all the new age books, but they are all written by spirits who used to live like us (on the earth). Now they’re all gone, and we’re here. Sort of like help from father to son. My dad has all this advice, especially with the house and mortgages. He has gained so much in knowledge and experience, but only I am me. We can only live our lives. Our house, what we decide to buy is our own personal decision, not just financial. Only you can decide how you want to live your own life, good or bad. The fun of it is not knowing what is around the other turn and then discovering things out for yourself. So this stuff about prophecy kind of takes all the fun out of the game, all the air out of the bag, makes life more difficult as always. Makes it more complicated to live and who needs that. If people were simpler the world would be a much happier place. I think God took a huge chance when He put me on this earth because I could have become a terrorist or blown people up but then I guess there’s a place for everyone, everyone in this universe. That’s what earth is, that’s what life is, this huge risk. Life is a huge risk, so learn how to survive. Survive with the risk. Survive every day. Take care. I gotta go. Take care. Survive. VINEETO:What you are describing above is life in the real world, epitomized by the human condition of malice and sorrow. However, what you have found on our website and what Gary was talking about, is a method ‘to discover the actual’, the actual world of purity and perfection, which only becomes apparent when one’s psychological and psychic identity and the concurrent emotions of malice and sorrow are absent. Should you be growing tired and discontented of merely being ‘a survivor, a warrior – Fighting to survive’ and develop a burning intent to discover the purity and perfection of this actual universe, then you are welcome to explore this Actual Freedom website a bit further. It offers a third alternative to either the real world that sucks or the spiritual world of searching for an imaginary God that also sucks. Richard says on his homepage –
The Actual Freedom Trust is also currently maintaining a Mailing List so that a lively
and in-depth series of dialogues can be promoted for everyone who is interested in changing themselves in order to become free
from malice and sorrow. You’ll find the link on the homepage of
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