[Richard]: What actualism – the wide and wondrous path to actual freedom – is on about is a
‘virtual freedom’ (which is not to be confused with cyber-space’s ‘virtual reality’) wherein the ‘good’ feelings – the
affectionate and desirable emotions and passions (those that are loving and trusting) are minimised along with the ‘bad’ feelings –
the hostile and invidious emotions and passions (those that are hateful and fearful) – so that one is free to feel good, feel happy and
feel perfect for 99% of the time. I make this very clear in my writing: [snip]. What I am reading here is, ‘good feelings along with bad
feelings are minimized so that one is free to feel good feelings and thereby make a PCE more likely. Could you clarify?
Richard, sorry for jumping to this question before replying to our ongoing long
correspondence. I want to know what does ‘happiness’ mean to you. To be honest, to me it still is a feeling. I ask this question in
relation to your post to No. 3 in which you wrote: [Richard]: ‘A happy and harmless person has a much better chance of precipitating a
PCE ... which is the essential pre-requisite for an actual freedom (otherwise this is all theory). It goes without saying, surely, that a
grumpy person locks themselves out of being here ... now’. [endquote]. Which means that being ‘happy and harmless’ is a
pre-requisite for actual freedom (at least it gives better chances). So it is very important to know what is this happiness which is
required before one even attempts for actual freedom.
Does investigating mean feeling a feeling, or questioning it? If I have to question a
feeling, then the method can become extremely difficult because no matter how much I question myself, my mind won’t budge. After I’ve
deliberately felt myself as, say, sadness, do I then decide that it is an emotion (real) or a physical feeling (actual)? If I do, that
would mean I’m dissociating from the feeling? While investigating being sad, how do I know when I can actually get back to feeling
good? Do I have to force myself to feel good again, or should the feeling be fading, or gone before I attempt to feel good again?